Friday, December 22, 2006
Son of a Gun
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
You can probably tell that I'm very annoyed and irritated by things that have been happening these couple of days, it's really insignificant but I can't help but feel this fury and anger. Let me just get this clear, I never have a grey area, it's either black or white. I don't give chances and if people mess with me, I just switch to the mighty hulk mode. That's probably because I'm completely honest and giving and when someone takes advantage of that or even THINKS about it I become a different person.
Scorn me and I'll make it my only mission to make your life a living hell. I wont exert any effort but will use everything in my power to give you a taste of your own medicine. I won't be mean, I'll be cold. Being mean shows you care, and I couldn't care less. This doesn't happen all the time, but when it happens, it's like an avalanche of pent up fury. I sometimes get scared of myself, how unemotional I can get. It's like an automatic trigger that can turn me into a different personality. I don't feel any remorse, I feel like it's my only way of getting even. You probably will think that I'm kind of psychopath that schemes up evil plans and does unthinkable things. That's too obvious and easy to do. I prefer to do avoid and avert. Cut all ties completely.
Yeah, so you're seeing the sinister side of me, but in truth it's the side that defends and justifies; without inflicting any harm of course, and yes there are many ways of doing that ;)
You can probably tell that I'm very annoyed and irritated by things that have been happening these couple of days, it's really insignificant but I can't help but feel this fury and anger. Let me just get this clear, I never have a grey area, it's either black or white. I don't give chances and if people mess with me, I just switch to the mighty hulk mode. That's probably because I'm completely honest and giving and when someone takes advantage of that or even THINKS about it I become a different person.
Scorn me and I'll make it my only mission to make your life a living hell. I wont exert any effort but will use everything in my power to give you a taste of your own medicine. I won't be mean, I'll be cold. Being mean shows you care, and I couldn't care less. This doesn't happen all the time, but when it happens, it's like an avalanche of pent up fury. I sometimes get scared of myself, how unemotional I can get. It's like an automatic trigger that can turn me into a different personality. I don't feel any remorse, I feel like it's my only way of getting even. You probably will think that I'm kind of psychopath that schemes up evil plans and does unthinkable things. That's too obvious and easy to do. I prefer to do avoid and avert. Cut all ties completely.
Yeah, so you're seeing the sinister side of me, but in truth it's the side that defends and justifies; without inflicting any harm of course, and yes there are many ways of doing that ;)
Monday, December 11, 2006
Runaway Love
I can't believe I'm blogging again, its been such a long time! I forgot how it feels like to write aimlessly without a specific point to get to, actually I haven't forgot, that's basically my life in a nutshell. Not literally of course, can you imagine your life in a nutshell? The galaxy would be engulfed by a crackled brown nutshell, and that nutshell is a play thing for squirrels in yet another nutshell of their own. And it goes on. Interesting no?
Why the long absence? Other than not having a life, I have been constantly swamped with things to do. Right, left, they're flying at me from everywhere! And guess what? There's still more to do! These couple of weeks have been a serious blur, I can't remember the last time I spent the whole day not fretting about all the random things that were due. I'm getting closer to the finish line, so alls good. So far.
I want to see "Stranger Than Fiction", finally a unique storyline, and quite hilarious to say the least. Oh yeah and I really want to see HEROES! Prison Break & Lost are on their stupid hiatus, which is so annoying, can't they see that their episodes are the only things I look forward to week after week? And yeah, spoilerfix.com is my friend. I love to be "in the know" :P
Other than that, I don't have anything planned for new years. Nothing, nil, nada. Should I keep it that way?
Why the long absence? Other than not having a life, I have been constantly swamped with things to do. Right, left, they're flying at me from everywhere! And guess what? There's still more to do! These couple of weeks have been a serious blur, I can't remember the last time I spent the whole day not fretting about all the random things that were due. I'm getting closer to the finish line, so alls good. So far.
I want to see "Stranger Than Fiction", finally a unique storyline, and quite hilarious to say the least. Oh yeah and I really want to see HEROES! Prison Break & Lost are on their stupid hiatus, which is so annoying, can't they see that their episodes are the only things I look forward to week after week? And yeah, spoilerfix.com is my friend. I love to be "in the know" :P
Other than that, I don't have anything planned for new years. Nothing, nil, nada. Should I keep it that way?
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Something Special ;)
